COGNITIVE DISSONANCE  

NUMBERS

I when I could I turned on the light
I,when I could have watched the light
in my brain bounces light
I failed my destination
and the numbers are my elevation

I only thought that the root the seed
is all that you would want
will really over

you will realize that we are only dust
you do not need your gun
it’s easy say brave it’s easy say faith
in my brain bounces light
it’s only storm in a teacup
sitting on the fence
It ‘s just my breath
you stand so close
yet still so far

 

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SILENT

Too many chases
I fear the silence
for the clashes in this little world
pray for me

for the feeling and the silence
for the clashes in this world
the world thinks to be
in a church that dreams
there is no light without the man who sees it
the feeling of the power
I’m counting down the days
the words never give any clue this remains
the world is violence with wild signs
can’t understand other… oh my little dear
the world is violence with wild signs

 

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I LIVE IN LIES

My little universe is inside me
sometimes everyone
I’ll try to protect me
needless to say
praying for something

Is meant to haunt me tell me why
I watched my life in a trance
it all is inside
in the maze of my lies

my little life
it is easy to become a crime
in my mind
I perceive dissonance

out of reach buzzes like a fridge everynight
I suffer in empty space
I perceive dissonance
in the maze of my lies
I live in lies – you live in lies

 

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DESTRUCTION

Destruction troubles me
what have you to say
please not death
don’t think to find
the cure … and me?

thinking of your hate love is me

love is all hate
your house burnt down in this bonfire
… and stop saying always …me!

 

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REBIRTH

I miss the far away past
I hear them breathe again
I miss the contact
I search for the sun

I’m still looking for the sun
when I wake up and think
once again the rebirth 

I’m still looking for a fortress for us 

 

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IT’S NOT MY FAULT

This is your time
You know my name
Now it’s over, over there

This is our time
I never sleep
Now it’s over, over there

Like a lightning
you are my dream
I was lost on the darkest road

I Found my life
I don’t know death
my heart still beats like a broken drum

can you feel me
love is not for you
You are nowhere
It’s not my fault

 

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STRANGE DAY

Strange day
on the line
over there
wrapped around
the sand on your skin

an impression of sound
then everything is gone 

speaking of your life
stage on my word
joy of my soul

tell me how is your life
mine is strange too … but I don’t fade

this is the way no sky no land
but they belong to us

 

 

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THE MONSTER

You hate the monster
you’ve been looking for years
there is no joy
love does not serve the dark

tell me what you are
the more you think
the more you become bad

listen to me
look into my eyes

the darkness is never a goal
but it was always yours
looks at the world from the mirror

You hate the monster
you’ve been looking for years
this is not what you thought
now it is dark and without air

tell me what you are
the more you think
the more you become bad

the darkness is never a goal
but it was always yours
looks at the world from the mirror
this is not what you thought
now it is dark and without air

 

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ACROSS IN THE SKY

Love is a war zone
this is the rule and is a fight
like an asshole
i hope to dancing in the sky
what is false and what is true …
my weapon in the sky

but magic lands will never touch our hearts

he will sing for the day to bring him night

the life appear to move only across the sky 

I won’t curse the stars and the sky the

life appear to move only across the sky

I’m not good at keeping quiet

 

 

 

  ELEMENTS  

SNOW

I said,
Wherever you may go
I’ll follow
Too tired of these lonely nights
I’ll follow
I only wish for pne more chance
I’ll follow
she waved goodbye to me saying,
Don’t you cry I’ll be back
again some day
but she is like snow melts and goes
I’ll follow
as snow that makes no noise she goes away,
I’ll follow and take away with them memories and emotions
I’ll follow

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RAIN

It was a rainy night no coat, No umbrella.
Early one morning
I said I’m gonna change
It was a rainy night no coat, No umbrella.
not alright a smile, and I’ll cry in the rain
Truth be told I would, Shaking on the ground
it’s so damn hard, the rain consumes me,
the rain controls me,
But you know that I love and the taste fear and the fate.
This is the way I wanted to live
But you know, you cry
my decision is inside.

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AUTUMN

I feel the chill of autumn
but the emptiness seems
to fade as I walk in the fog.
my happiness I won’t sacrifice ….
the song on the breeze .. in this time
another battle that I’ve lost
Will call my name out and your dreams
when you hear this song get ready to run
drunk in your sobriety
the leaves They’re falling
another battle that I’ve lost

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THE SCREAM

Baby, your life is a radio and I receive you inside my head!
Baby, you can choose your real age
live to tell you how dark the passing years are
no matter the rising care!
I do not think that’s enough!
Hey you, I know what you say
the sound drives me to see the world
through stories that make me vibrate
up high down to the tips of my toes
I now understand how important it is
We’re going to leave the line of love
just because we hear a lot of noise
shout to the world to make it change 
don’t tell me, I know, you have to wait.
know your sound again don’t cheat at me again
don’t run my mind no more
I hear everything you’re thinking, now
the rising care
Hey you, I know what you say!
I do not think that’s enough
know your sound again
when my guitar sounds again
but in my world me and the scream to Jesus Christ
but in my world me and the scream to Jesus Christ

 

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STAR’S CHILD

There’s a light
look that comes down
as beam lights up the sky
seems to paint the world
seems a chase in the dark
in any way I want to lose the desire
I don’t want to miss the show
seems down for me
never will be a shame
look at my House
try to hold a ‘little more
when you come, you can play
never will be a shame
you are the king of my house
But you close your heart
falling the wrong side empty look … it’s the same I follow you,
you turn around but you close your heart
falling the wrong side seems down for me I follow you,
my empty look … it’s the same in this way, the dream won’t come true
but to lie is a rule You are a star’s child
I was sure, I heard a cry, it grows apart
your hate is strong, you can follow way
follow the scream of life, follow you inside
you can follow the way, the dream of the cry
you are a star’s child, I was sure.
you are star’s child, one day you willchange

 

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LEAVES

We are now runaways silently wandering.!
Strolling against an autumn wind
from wind gust to wind gust
I find and lose myself,
I have on me the scent of certain questions,
The crazy elegance of the swirling wet leaves.
We’ll be bare like the trees are now,
We’ll be air and far,
Without lies, without hurry,
Without time …… I’m lost
You said behind an heavily breathed glass.
Without time, I’m lost

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LIVE TO GIVE

Too far away
through the day
God is away from my guide
I don’t know, I did not help
but I know … where are the stars
hey, I’m too scared
I have a sandcastle too
a care is the only hope for my dream
all the time
I can not find innocence
I don’t have lovers
and don’t want to love I wish to start
to sing this song
my frequency is my art
live to give to others I feel a care
give my feel
I don’t know if I’m the lord of the dream to get me out
when all is done
when you wish loud
live to give others

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I’M SURE

Don’t Wanna Dream
Sometimes I sleep all day,
God bless all of you now
but I’ve been that way
on the road, I try to give a sense to what I made
I don’t know how to fly live with pressure everyday
I’m sure, I’m a castaway
I cried a thousand times the end
I won’t say I’ve had enough
And there’s no time to wait, to waste
I’m a castaway
To dream the impossible dream
I’m sure
yes I got it Get up and go, take a chance and be strong
Don’t look back, take a breath, dead and gone
Keep your eyes on me, dead and gone
Don’t look back, take a breath, just go
Keep your eyes on me, dead and gone
Keep your eyes on me, I’m sure

 

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BRAND NEW

If you want to, dedicate a song
you have to make more room, in your heart full of thorns
if you want,
So is this Heaven or Hell?, Maybe just a one-way
you make me feel,
one special thing,
brand new
if you think it’s alright,
what you’ve never been
Hold your position
if you have nothing to say
well keep up your ardour
you’ve got it all wrong
if you think it’s alright,
you were wrong again
if you want to, dedicate a song
you have to make more room, in your heart full of thorns
if you choose between Heaven or Hell
maybe just a oneway
you make me feel,
one special thing
brand new
see you alone,
you make me feel good
I feel brand new

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WELCOME TO MY JOY

Welcome to my joy
look right through the hand
increases your madness, I wouldn’t like to be you
we don’t need others like you
All the passions have gone
the angel’s at the wrong door
while the devil is never wrong
Rewind your life
your god’s been waiting for too long
And if you stay a longer
She’II take your soul
will come in your dreams and you lose control looking into my eyes
with my desire to do
I’ll open endless skies
Welcome to my joy
look right through the hand
nothing that I have is yours
All the passions have gone alone
the angel’s at the wrong door
while the devil is never wrong
Welcome to my joy
nothing that I have is yours
Welcome to my joy
this not the end, Rewind your life
your god’s delayed
Rewind your life
your god’s been waiting for too long

 

 

 

  COLORS  

NOTHING

Is a Calling Unanswered 
I can’t deny what I’ve become I’m just writing My side of the story
is a calling unanswered 
you won’t find me Don’t you worry for me to die … to live
Nothing to live for, nothing to die for.

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STARS

Just a step from the sunset I stand still
Waiting for The night
My eyes trying to catch the stars
But all I see is the sun
Falling in to nothingness
A pond from which I
Just because they remind me of your face

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CLOUDS

Still a song 
You feel helpless, and so small 
Up above the clouds, it is always a blue sky 
you feel helpless and so small the wind bites cold and hard Stings my ears Behind the clouds,
the sun is shining 
Time doesn’t matter anymore I’m flying, 
Just trying to keep the wind behind me 
And I know it’s late and you’re thinking I’m crazy 
but I can’t spend the night this moonlight, 
don’t try to write your name in the clouds

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MY OXIGEN

Transparent, odourless, without heat, you take form there you are, you wind me even when I’m distracted
Like my oxygen, I could not do without you
transparent, odourless, without heat, you take form there you are, you wind me even when I’m distracted
as the oxygen that surrounds me, as the oxygen that surrounds me you are my oxygen,
I could not do without you
you fill in the gaps between me and the universe
you are my oxygen, I could not do without you you are the union between me and the rest you are my oxygen,
I could not do without you

LABYRINTH

A warm bath, a good laugh, an old song, an old song
You seem to know (the way) I got tired of waiting … .. fall
I close my eyes and the flashback starts don’t you question me
life is a maze, life is a maze
I don’t care what you’re saying,
I don’t care what you’re thinking,
I don’t care about anything Into your arms … I feel….

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MOON THAT WATCHES ME

Moon that watches me and follows my actions
not always are of a God on earth ,
Moon that watches me and follows my actions
not always are of a God on earth
Light that watches me it’s not what it seems
Light that watches me is not what it seems
I decide what
I’m a man on earth I’m like many others
in life I have known monsters
but I have known honour
Moon that watches me don’t stare at me still
there is much to understand
Where the words end, music begins.

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THE WELL

As a child I was afraid of the well
In the well there are so many wishes beautiful, ugly, indecent
The well is dark, without the moon it does not reflect light
The well is luck, luck is blind you don’t need the light of the moon
The well is my mystery, which nobody will explain

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COLORS

I want to see beyond
It’s nice to see beyond
different silent colors now before beginning
without colors disappoint
you can’t feel the silence on the other sides
in our minds with colors we can see what your face looks like
with the colors I can see your Hopes follow your desires
without the colors everything disappears
… in the boundary beyond imagination It’s nice to see you slide in the rainbow light
when I touch a color I know to be over there
First of all
when I touch a color
I know to be over there and in our minds everything disappears
 if you want, the colors are millions, It’s easy to choose.

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TO RUN

To run … anywhere … nowhere
Your Love is another lie … unless ..
when I see you smile I can face the world o my God I see a ray of light
when I see you smile I can face the world o my God is all that I ever need
To run … anywhere … nowhere

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AUTOMATIC SMILE

Believe me every direction leads to pain
spoke to my God today asked him why he’d gone away
I’m just looking for somebody to talk
I cry … hey man, you have a automatic smile like a showman … everyone!!!!
I’m just looking for somebody to talk so many things were said so many false things against me

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  THE FIRST MOON  

TURN OFF

Open the door in the world to know the colours of the flowers
open the door in the world to play with the time in the night 
open your mouth now let me see your tongue
turn off the radio, turn off the television, turn off those who try to turn off us.

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LOST

In the shadow of the moon,
we lived our life like a sick love,
Feeling lonely, feeling sad,
Lost in own little dream world,
our dancing with the moon
Like hoarfrost that melts before the sun,
Like smoke that rides upon the breeze,
Don’t be afraid You and I hand in hand

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IN THE CITY

The mission is clear, against all odds no one listens to what people say
In the city there is something to see
away from the city I’ll be with you
I don’t feel like, singing tonight wrote my name, on the city wall
save you from the things that cause us pain
I wanna live in a city, with no friends and now like a maniac wherever you go and whatever you do I’ll be with you
when I’m alone 
when you have no peace
when you’re not there
when there is no taste 
when you have no strength
when you run strong
when you have no desire
when I’m alone
when there is no tast
when you have no strength
when you have no desire
when I’m alone I hide in the city (play with the hours)
when life, no peace, no test, you think you’re a maniac, go on, enjoy.
welcome to city life, city life, just … welcome to city life, only, 
I hide the city