COGNITIVE DISSONANCE  

NUMBERS

I when I could I turned on the light I,when I could have watched the light in my brain bounces light I failed my destination and the numbers are my elevation I only thought that the root the seed is all that you would want will really over you will realize that we are only dust you do not need your gun it’s easy say brave it’s easy say faith in my brain bounces light it’s only storm in a teacup sitting on the fence It ‘s just my breath you stand so close yet still so far  

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SILENT

Too many chases I fear the silence for the clashes in this little world pray for me for the feeling and the silence for the clashes in this world the world thinks to be in a church that dreams there is no light without the man who sees it the feeling of the power I’m counting down the days the words never give any clue this remains the world is violence with wild signs can’t understand other… oh my little dear the world is violence with wild signs  

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I LIVE IN LIES

My little universe is inside me sometimes everyone I’ll try to protect me needless to say praying for something Is meant to haunt me tell me why I watched my life in a trance it all is inside in the maze of my lies my little life it is easy to become a crime in my mind I perceive dissonance out of reach buzzes like a fridge everynight I suffer in empty space I perceive dissonance in the maze of my lies I live in lies – you live in lies  

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DESTRUCTION

Destruction troubles me what have you to say please not death don’t think to find the cure … and me? thinking of your hate love is me love is all hate your house burnt down in this bonfire … and stop saying always …me!  

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REBIRTH

I miss the far away past I hear them breathe again I miss the contact I search for the sun I’m still looking for the sun when I wake up and think once again the rebirth  I’m still looking for a fortress for us   

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IT’S NOT MY FAULT

This is your time You know my name Now it’s over, over there This is our time I never sleep Now it’s over, over there Like a lightning you are my dream I was lost on the darkest road I Found my life I don’t know death my heart still beats like a broken drum can you feel me love is not for you You are nowhere It’s not my fault  

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STRANGE DAY

Strange day on the line over there wrapped around the sand on your skin an impression of sound then everything is gone  speaking of your life stage on my word joy of my soul tell me how is your life mine is strange too … but I don’t fade this is the way no sky no land but they belong to us    

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THE MONSTER

You hate the monster you’ve been looking for years there is no joy love does not serve the dark tell me what you are the more you think the more you become bad listen to me look into my eyes the darkness is never a goal but it was always yours looks at the world from the mirror You hate the monster you’ve been looking for years this is not what you thought now it is dark and without air tell me what you are the more you think the more you become bad the darkness is never a goal but it was always yours looks at the world from the mirror this is not what you thought now it is dark and without air  

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ACROSS IN THE SKY

Love is a war zone this is the rule and is a fight like an asshole i hope to dancing in the sky what is false and what is true … my weapon in the sky but magic lands will never touch our hearts he will sing for the day to bring him night the life appear to move only across the sky  I won’t curse the stars and the sky the life appear to move only across the sky I’m not good at keeping quiet      

  ELEMENTS  

SNOW

I said, Wherever you may go I’ll follow Too tired of these lonely nights I’ll follow I only wish for pne more chance I’ll follow she waved goodbye to me saying, Don’t you cry I’ll be back again some day but she is like snow melts and goes I’ll follow as snow that makes no noise she goes away, I’ll follow and take away with them memories and emotions I’ll follow

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RAIN

It was a rainy night no coat, No umbrella. Early one morning I said I’m gonna change It was a rainy night no coat, No umbrella. not alright a smile, and I’ll cry in the rain Truth be told I would, Shaking on the ground it’s so damn hard, the rain consumes me, the rain controls me, But you know that I love and the taste fear and the fate. This is the way I wanted to live But you know, you cry my decision is inside.

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AUTUMN

I feel the chill of autumn but the emptiness seems to fade as I walk in the fog. my happiness I won’t sacrifice …. the song on the breeze .. in this time another battle that I’ve lost Will call my name out and your dreams when you hear this song get ready to run drunk in your sobriety the leaves They’re falling another battle that I’ve lost

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THE SCREAM

Baby, your life is a radio and I receive you inside my head! Baby, you can choose your real age live to tell you how dark the passing years are no matter the rising care! I do not think that’s enough! Hey you, I know what you say the sound drives me to see the world through stories that make me vibrate up high down to the tips of my toes I now understand how important it is We’re going to leave the line of love just because we hear a lot of noise shout to the world to make it change  don’t tell me, I know, you have to wait. know your sound again don’t cheat at me again don’t run my mind no more I hear everything you’re thinking, now the rising care Hey you, I know what you say! I do not think that’s enough know your sound again when my guitar sounds again but in my world me and the scream to Jesus Christ but in my world me and the scream to Jesus Christ

 

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STAR’S CHILD

There’s a light look that comes down as beam lights up the sky seems to paint the world seems a chase in the dark in any way I want to lose the desire I don’t want to miss the show seems down for me never will be a shame look at my House try to hold a ‘little more when you come, you can play never will be a shame you are the king of my house But you close your heart falling the wrong side empty look … it’s the same I follow you, you turn around but you close your heart falling the wrong side seems down for me I follow you, my empty look … it’s the same in this way, the dream won’t come true but to lie is a rule You are a star’s child I was sure, I heard a cry, it grows apart your hate is strong, you can follow way follow the scream of life, follow you inside you can follow the way, the dream of the cry you are a star’s child, I was sure. you are star’s child, one day you willchange

 

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LEAVES

We are now runaways silently wandering.! Strolling against an autumn wind from wind gust to wind gust I find and lose myself, I have on me the scent of certain questions, The crazy elegance of the swirling wet leaves. We’ll be bare like the trees are now, We’ll be air and far, Without lies, without hurry, Without time …… I’m lost You said behind an heavily breathed glass. Without time, I’m lost

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LIVE TO GIVE

Too far away through the day God is away from my guide I don’t know, I did not help but I know … where are the stars hey, I’m too scared I have a sandcastle too a care is the only hope for my dream all the time I can not find innocence I don’t have lovers and don’t want to love I wish to start to sing this song my frequency is my art live to give to others I feel a care give my feel I don’t know if I’m the lord of the dream to get me out when all is done when you wish loud live to give others

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I’M SURE

Don’t Wanna Dream Sometimes I sleep all day, God bless all of you now but I’ve been that way on the road, I try to give a sense to what I made I don’t know how to fly live with pressure everyday I’m sure, I’m a castaway I cried a thousand times the end I won’t say I’ve had enough And there’s no time to wait, to waste I’m a castaway To dream the impossible dream I’m sure yes I got it Get up and go, take a chance and be strong Don’t look back, take a breath, dead and gone Keep your eyes on me, dead and gone Don’t look back, take a breath, just go Keep your eyes on me, dead and gone Keep your eyes on me, I’m sure

 

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BRAND NEW

If you want to, dedicate a song you have to make more room, in your heart full of thorns if you want, So is this Heaven or Hell?, Maybe just a one-way you make me feel, one special thing, brand new if you think it’s alright, what you’ve never been Hold your position if you have nothing to say well keep up your ardour you’ve got it all wrong if you think it’s alright, you were wrong again if you want to, dedicate a song you have to make more room, in your heart full of thorns if you choose between Heaven or Hell maybe just a oneway you make me feel, one special thing brand new see you alone, you make me feel good I feel brand new

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WELCOME TO MY JOY

Welcome to my joy look right through the hand increases your madness, I wouldn’t like to be you we don’t need others like you All the passions have gone the angel’s at the wrong door while the devil is never wrong Rewind your life your god’s been waiting for too long And if you stay a longer She’II take your soul will come in your dreams and you lose control looking into my eyes with my desire to do I’ll open endless skies Welcome to my joy look right through the hand nothing that I have is yours All the passions have gone alone the angel’s at the wrong door while the devil is never wrong Welcome to my joy nothing that I have is yours Welcome to my joy this not the end, Rewind your life your god’s delayed Rewind your life your god’s been waiting for too long

 

 

 

  COLORS  

NOTHING

Is a Calling Unanswered  I can’t deny what I’ve become I’m just writing My side of the story is a calling unanswered  you won’t find me Don’t you worry for me to die … to live Nothing to live for, nothing to die for. ___

STARS

Just a step from the sunset I stand still Waiting for The night My eyes trying to catch the stars But all I see is the sun Falling in to nothingness A pond from which I Just because they remind me of your face ———–

CLOUDS

Still a song  You feel helpless, and so small  Up above the clouds, it is always a blue sky  you feel helpless and so small the wind bites cold and hard Stings my ears Behind the clouds, the sun is shining  Time doesn’t matter anymore I’m flying,  Just trying to keep the wind behind me  And I know it’s late and you’re thinking I’m crazy  but I can’t spend the night this moonlight,  don’t try to write your name in the clouds ——

MY OXIGEN

Transparent, odourless, without heat, you take form there you are, you wind me even when I’m distracted Like my oxygen, I could not do without you transparent, odourless, without heat, you take form there you are, you wind me even when I’m distracted as the oxygen that surrounds me, as the oxygen that surrounds me you are my oxygen, I could not do without you you fill in the gaps between me and the universe you are my oxygen, I could not do without you you are the union between me and the rest you are my oxygen, I could not do without you

LABYRINTH

A warm bath, a good laugh, an old song, an old song You seem to know (the way) I got tired of waiting … .. fall I close my eyes and the flashback starts don’t you question me life is a maze, life is a maze I don’t care what you’re saying, I don’t care what you’re thinking, I don’t care about anything Into your arms … I feel…. ———

MOON THAT WATCHES ME

Moon that watches me and follows my actions not always are of a God on earth , Moon that watches me and follows my actions not always are of a God on earth Light that watches me it’s not what it seems Light that watches me is not what it seems I decide what I’m a man on earth I’m like many others in life I have known monsters but I have known honour Moon that watches me don’t stare at me still there is much to understand Where the words end, music begins. …….

THE WELL

As a child I was afraid of the well In the well there are so many wishes beautiful, ugly, indecent The well is dark, without the moon it does not reflect light The well is luck, luck is blind you don’t need the light of the moon The well is my mystery, which nobody will explain ……….

COLORS

I want to see beyond It’s nice to see beyond different silent colors now before beginning without colors disappoint you can’t feel the silence on the other sides in our minds with colors we can see what your face looks like with the colors I can see your Hopes follow your desires without the colors everything disappears … in the boundary beyond imagination It’s nice to see you slide in the rainbow light when I touch a color I know to be over there First of all when I touch a color I know to be over there and in our minds everything disappears  if you want, the colors are millions, It’s easy to choose. ——-

TO RUN

To run … anywhere … nowhere Your Love is another lie … unless .. when I see you smile I can face the world o my God I see a ray of light when I see you smile I can face the world o my God is all that I ever need To run … anywhere … nowhere ——-

AUTOMATIC SMILE

Believe me every direction leads to pain spoke to my God today asked him why he’d gone away I’m just looking for somebody to talk I cry … hey man, you have a automatic smile like a showman … everyone!!!! I’m just looking for somebody to talk so many things were said so many false things against me ———

  THE FIRST MOON  

TURN OFF

Open the door in the world to know the colours of the flowers open the door in the world to play with the time in the night  open your mouth now let me see your tongue turn off the radio, turn off the television, turn off those who try to turn off us. ——

LOST

In the shadow of the moon, we lived our life like a sick love, Feeling lonely, feeling sad, Lost in own little dream world, our dancing with the moon Like hoarfrost that melts before the sun, Like smoke that rides upon the breeze, Don’t be afraid You and I hand in hand ——

IN THE CITY

The mission is clear, against all odds no one listens to what people say In the city there is something to see away from the city I’ll be with you I don’t feel like, singing tonight wrote my name, on the city wall save you from the things that cause us pain I wanna live in a city, with no friends and now like a maniac wherever you go and whatever you do I’ll be with you when I’m alone  when you have no peace when you’re not there when there is no taste  when you have no strength when you run strong when you have no desire when I’m alone when there is no tast when you have no strength when you have no desire when I’m alone I hide in the city (play with the hours) when life, no peace, no test, you think you’re a maniac, go on, enjoy. welcome to city life, city life, just … welcome to city life, only,  I hide the city